I am just too lazy to rehears my own script for tomorrow's presentation and have been surfing the net. Then i came across a few websites which include diving, traveling, tattoo, and so one.. then i realized... ever since I duno when.. I haven done anything that i dream of.. Number one on the list would be scuba diving.. It was secondary school that i wanted to go diving.. but i got no money.. then i got a chance in poly but i again, got no money.. so.. when will i ever get to scuba dive?!?!?!
NExt.. Tattoo... from dockey years.. i have always wanted to get one.. but what design, get from where, will my parents kill me, expensive are always the issues.. i want to get one.. something that symbolise me.. what is it?? how sure am i do i know what am i.. chim huh., haha
okie.. then.. i wanna go traveling.. like seriously go to some great country and slack and enjoy my life off... and if possible.. work in another country.. away from singapore..
How far am I to achieve all of it.. its not to hard i guess. set a time for myself to fulfill all these.. How long?? I'm already like freaking 22 years old and have achieved nothing!!!! WTH!
Then came another opportunity for me to fulfill these... Gina asked me if I wanna work for her job.. Not guaranteed that i will earn alot.. but i guess i can still aim a target that i wanna saved cox its still commission based.. so i can still try to work harder to earn that money... BUT... its a tiring job.. credit card promoter.. and non-airconed!!! how am i going to stand working in that environment for at least 6 months?! Its like the best way to earn that money now and for me to fulfill all these dreams first before i really find a stable job (which is like before i am 24-25?)?? But how sure am i that when i have got the money, i can find someone to acc me to fulfill all these.. and.. how sure am i that i am able to survive through the work.. WHAT THE HELL DO I WANT!!!
I JUST WANT TO ENJOY!!!!! DAMN IT FREAK I AM !
I am just such a............ 3-minute fickle minded person!
someone.. HELP!!!!!
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